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Twelve Days

Hi guys. I guess you’ve probably noticed my absence from the website recently. Well, I’ve finally felt good enough to post something. So here goes. I’ve been in the hospital for the last twelve days and I’m still not sure when I will get out. Hopefully soon. Hopefully. I’m definitely ready.

Unfortunately, I was pretty sick when I arrived. I started out with an infection that made its way into my transplanted kidney and then into my bloodstream. Not good. Not fun.

But what makes matters much more difficult is that for more than a year now, my transplanted kidney has not been doing it’s best. I chose not to tell anyone because I wanted to focus on being positive, but I’ve slowly had to come to terms that my kidney, the wonderful gift of life given to me more than eighteen years ago will not be with me forever. Actually, something I never really expected to happen. But I was so young when I received it and it has done so superbly over the years, I never had a reason to question its lifespan. I’ve learned recently however, that 18 years is fantastic for a transplanted kidney and even better since mine was from a deceased donor. I can’t tell you how hard it is to accept that I will have to let this kidney go. Feelings of letting my deceased donor down fill my heart with sadness.

But it is happening. And faster than I anticipated. Before getting sick two weeks ago, I had begun the process to be re-evaluated for another kidney transplant and to be added to the transplant waiting list. In the meantime, my mom is being tested to be a possible donor. I had thought I would have time to do all of this and hopefully have surgery and not skip a beat with my job or with this website that I enjoy sharing with you so much.

No such luck. Since I’ve been here, I’ve started dialysis to take some stress off my distressed kidney while it tries to heal. The hope is that I would be on dialysis for a short while, giving my transplanted kidney time to recuperate. Then, go off dialysis and try to squeak a few more months out before surgery is needed.

The alternative, though which is just as possible is that 1) I’ll be on dialysis until my mom is confirmed as a donor or 2) My mom is not a potential donor and then I would stay on dialysis while I wait on the list for a kidney to become available.

So that’s what’s been going on. That’s the reason for the lack of cake pops and cupcakes and cute. I just wanted to let you know something and thank everyone for their wonderful and inspiring get well wishes. You guys are a huge bright spot in my life. You have no idea how much.

Hugs,
Bakerella

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4,602 comments on “Twelve Days”

  1. Praying for a matching donor and a speedy recovery! Get well soon!!!

  2. Sending a BIG prayer for you right now Sweet lady. You are so amazing to share your gifts and talents with the world. Please do NOT say another word about letting anyone down. What an amazing gift you received in a kidney, and what amazing gifts you give to others through your time and talents.
    Love,
    Melissa

  3. Prayers and hugs going out to you and your family.

  4. I started thinking about starting my own blog, but some (very) minor health problems and my kids’ activities always seem to get in the way. When I read your posting, I was amazed at what you’re going through while you were keeping such a positive attitude. My prayers are with you. I also want to thank you for making me realize that my issues are indeed very small. You are an inspiration. God bless you.

  5. I wondered what was up , as I kept checking your site. Sending you prayers and lots of positive thoughts!

  6. I sympathize with your situation. I suffer from mutiple issues including kidney disease and diabetes..I was in/out of the hopsital 4 times in Dec. Including a stay thru Christmas. Please know that I am thinking and praying for you! Sending comfort and peace to you and your family.

  7. My prayers to you and your family!! hugs and kisses

  8. It’s amazing how complete strangers can feel so close to us. I am sorry you are facing this right now and I wish you the best in all of your recovery. You’ll be back to making cute in no time, I am sure!

  9. Wow, thank you for sharing with us such a personal part of your life. I love your blog and hope that your recovery is swift and soon. Thank you again.

  10. This too will pass….hopefully soon. Thanks for all the days that you have brightened my days and made me smile and get through rough times with your adorable personality and gifted creations. I hope you are able to experience things daily that help you smile through this time.

  11. Best regards to you! I hope your new transplant comes quickly and that you are out of the hospital and back up to par soon!

  12. I am so sorry for your pain. I hope you get better soon. Our prayers and thoughts are with you dear.

  13. Sending you lots of prayers and hugs!! I will keep you in my thoughts daily.

  14. Sending you healing light and love, Bakerella!! You are a bright spot in my day when you post and today is no exception. I trust that the perfect kidney from a live donor will come to you lightning fast! =) ((((((Hugs)))))) Lisa

  15. My prays are with you. God gives you the health you need for you to get better soon. God bless you.

  16. get better soon…xoxo

  17. All the best whishes from the other side of the continent. Hope you get better really soon and all my love to you and your lovely mom.
    Hugs from Argentina!

  18. Wishing you all the strength in the world as you go through this. How wonderful that you have such a loving, supportive mother!!! I hope that you can focus on that, and on the love of all the crazy fans out here in blogland who are sending you their best wishes and prayers!

    May you find a donor quickly and have a speedy recovery!

  19. Being POSITIIVE is the BEST medicine…good for you for trying to keep your spirits up. All my positive energy is now being redirected to you

  20. Goodness, I just figured you were busy with your book tour! So sorry you are going through this, but you know you have lots of hugs and prayers being sent your way! Feel better soon.

  21. I’m so sorry to hear you’re not well. You bring so much joy to people with your baking, your pictures and your posts that you could not possibly have let your donor down.

    I was wondering where you have been! My prayers are with you to get better soon.

  22. Bakerella,you and your mom are in my thoughts and prayers.here’s to a speedy transplant process and recovery. much love coming your way!!!:)<3

  23. Get better soon!
    A big hug!

  24. Oh, Bakerella, I join with everyone above in wishing you a speedy recovery and strength while you wait for the next step. I am so sorry you are going through this, and am praying for you.

    And thank you for all the fabulous ideas you have given us so far! I just found you last month and made cupcake pops for a church bake sale and everything thought I was so amazing… but I know it’s really you who is amazing!

    HUGS and get well wishes!

  25. You are in my prayers. Thank you for sharing your story with us – may God bless you and keep you.

  26. You are a definite bright spot for your reader friends! May God bless you and your mom, and whomever He chooses to be your donor – with healing and wholeness and quickly restored health.

  27. Thinking of you and sending hugs & prayers your way!

  28. Thats very sad to hear, but I hope you will get through this. Lots of love from your Norwegian baking-fan.

  29. My mothes has a liver transplant. Si I have an idea of your situation. Thousands and thousands of kisses and hugs for you. And a lot of encourange/spirit :O)
    Everithing will be fine. i’m sure. mima

  30. Huge hugs and positive wishes are being sent your way. Here’s to hoping for a speedy recovery and match. Love and cupcakes to you Bakerella!

  31. WOW!!! You are amazing, and inspirational! My prayers are with you and your mom, and the rest of the family! Keep positive!

  32. Prayers to you and your Mom for a match and speedy recovery. You are both in my thoughts and prayers. Bakerella, you are greatly missed.

  33. Get wel soon!! Wishing you all the best and keep up your good spirit
    Hugs and kisses from Holland

  34. dear, dear bakerella,
    we are all supporting you, cheering you on, rooting for you to regain your strength very quickly & sending you positive energy. i have been checking in everyday since your v.day post….
    we, your virtual family & friends are thinking about you, our in our thoughts & prayers are with you!
    angie…you are an inspiration to us all!

  35. I will keep you in my prayers! Every night! Take all the time you need to heal; your health is your first priority. We are all supporting you and will stick with you through this very trying time.

  36. You will be in prayers. Best hopes and wishes!!

  37. Wow, I had no idea! Wishing you the best wishes for the best outcome!

  38. Blessings and prayers are being sent you way…just look at all these loving, caring, concerned comments…definitely you are loved and admired by so many.

    Praying that you won’t have to be on dialysis machine long and that a kidney match is found- it will happen.

  39. I am so sorry to hear you are going through this. You have given us so much inspiration, so now it’s time for your virtual friends to lift you up and let you know that we are thinking of you. I hope you have a match asap and all works out well so you can be healthy again.

  40. thinking of you!! stay strong, you’ll find a match in no time :)

  41. So sorry you have been ill. Sending you healing hugs.

  42. I’m new to Bakerella but love it already …. just a bit of encouragement….. “Call unto Me and I will answer thee and show thee great and mighty things which thou knowest not.” Sending you hugs and prayers…

  43. I am so sorry that you are going through all this. I pray that you will be safe and that everything will go well. You are always the picture of happiness, and it makes me sad to know that you are dealing with something so serious. I only hope that God looks after you and takes care of you so that you will be back to health in no time. I wish you well, take care of yourself and stay positive. Be strong. You are a warrior.

  44. There’ s nothing I can say that hasn’t already been said above. Sending up prayers that everything will go smoothly & that you will have a very speedy recovery.

  45. Sending big big big (but gentle) hugs your way! You’re in my prayers, and we’re all thinking of you.

  46. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

  47. Wishing you a speedy recovery and hoping all the best in your new search for kidney…I wondered where you were but thought you were just busy with book signings etc..Hope to see you back soon!!

  48. So sorry to hear this. You are in my thoughts and prayers. We will be here when you get back :) Much much love all the way from Australia xoxo

  49. This is the first post I’ve read from you that hasn’t made me smile. You and your mom (and the rest of your family) are in my prayers.

  50. Oh no! I’m so sorry to hear that, I’d been getting worried since you hadn’t posted anything. I’m keeping my fingers and toes crossed that your mum is a suitable donor and things start to pick up for you soon. We’ll all be waiting for you to come back whenever you’re ready, don’t worry about us, just focus on looking after yourself. Sending love and prayers.

  51. Dear Bakerella,

    I’m so sorry for you. I really love this site and you.
    I hope you’ll get some good news soon.
    Meanwhile I’m sending you big hugs to help ou get trough this.
    Hope it helps.
    I’ll be thinking of you!

    Best wishes from Slovenia :)

  52. SO SO sad to hear this news!
    I wish you all the best during this difficult time.
    Stay strong & Good luck!

  53. Hi Bakerella

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you, get well soon. This comes all the way across the ocean form a wee place called Glasgow, Scotland.. my wee one loves cake pops and he sends you big hugs too……

  54. Oh dear! I hope you feel better soon!! If I could give you a kidney, I would. You’ll be in my prayers, and please don’t hesitate to reach out to all of us followers if there’s anything at all we can do to help! I know I speak for a lot of us when I say you’re amazing and we’d love to support you in any way possible.

  55. You have to take as much time as you need, we will wait for you <3

  56. Thought and prayers are sent your way!! God will work His wonder, you will get better.
    You are a bright spot on a dreary day! Your creativity is an inspiration to all that read your blog!
    God bless

  57. You are in my thoughts and I hope for speedy solution. As much as I love the cupcakes and cakepops and all the other goodies, please focus only on your health for now. Nothing is more important.

  58. Hang in there. My kidneys failed 4 years ago and I’ve been on dialysis since while waiting for a transplant. 18 years is fantastic. I know it sucks that your transplant is failing but these moments make you appreciate life a little more and you have accomplished so much. Just focus on getting/feeling better. Your life will be waiting for you when you get back on your feet.

  59. I was so sad to hear what you have been dealing with, I had noticed that you had not been on for awhile and thought that this was strange. I am hoping and praying for a speedy recovery and thank you for being so open with us. You are always such an inspiration with all your talented designs please take the time to recover and be well. Hugs and warm wishes

  60. Thank you so much for sharing such a personal situation with us. I will be praying for you and your family.

  61. Sending sunshine with a very bright future ahead! You are a positive bright spot for so many. Wishing you get well wishes wrapped in creamy cake pop hugs!!

  62. Stay strong! You’re amazing and I’m sure you’ll find a match soon. I’m rooting for you!

  63. I’d like to tell you, that I’ve suspected something was going on with you. You haven’t been your normal cheery self and I heard it in the writing of your blog posts. I’m so sorry to finally hear exactly what’s been going on with you. Please know what a spot of sunshine your posts are in my crazy life! You really make me smile, giggle, and dream! I’m sending you lots of love, prayers and healing energy! Wishing you the best possible outcome, and the shortest easiest recover!! YOU deserve it!! You make magic out in the universe, I HOPE we are making some for you! Muah!!

  64. I wish you all the best. You are a fantastic person, strong and you will get well because you deserve it, because you are a source of happiness, colors and inspiration in this (sometimes) grey world.
    I send you a lot of kisses, big hugs and a bag full of patience and love.
    The best best best always!

    Kisses from Barcelona,

    Carla

  65. Oh Sweetie, I’m so sorry to hear of your situation…consider yourself hugged by 1,126 (so far) of your closest friends and prayed for by readers around the world, including me. I hope all your Doctors and Nurses are reading these comments and taking notice of your following. My prayers are also with your Mom this must be gut wrenching for her too.
    Dorky wave~~~~~~~~~~~

  66. Ohh please please get better i miss reading about all ur fun u had in the kitchen well i am praying for u and in hope u get the bake in bakerella back soon

    xoxoxox
    estebes

  67. I am so sorry that you are sick, hope and pray everything works out well and you are back to making cake pops soon!

  68. Thinking of you and wishing you a quick recovery.

  69. i am so sorry to hear you are sick! i just know everything willwork out great for you and you will be better than ever!! sending you prayers and hugs for a smooth surgery and speedy recovery!!!

  70. I am so sorry! Best wishes for the fastest, healthiest outcome for you!

  71. You are in my heart & mind
    Hope you are back on your feet soon
    Much love and kisses your way

  72. You & your mom are in my prayers !!
    Big HUGS for you !!!

  73. So sorry to hear that, I pray for your rapid recovery. All the best for you.

  74. I hope you get well soon! your posts are missed, but your health comes first. Thoughts and prayers are with you. Please take care!

  75. My thoughts and prayers are with you. You are a tremendous inspiration and for that I thank you. Stay strong our little cake pop friend!!!!

  76. thinking of you during this hiccup in your wonderful journey of life! Good luck, speedy recovery and can’t wait till you’re back and creating wonderful new creations x

  77. HUGE thoughts and Prayers for your recovery. You are an inspiration to many people and I love, love, love your site. Good luck with everything and Thank you for… “being you!”

  78. Hugs and Prayers. Speedy recovery!

  79. I am so sorry to hear that you are sick… I pray that everything goes well and that you recuperate soon.

  80. Stay strong and know you are in our thoughts and prayers!

  81. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

  82. Sending positive thoughts and prayers your way. Your absence has been missed but your health is most important.

  83. I hope u get better and have an easy recovery. Hang in there lady! Your a wonderful spirit. Oxox

  84. I hope you get well soon. I know it must be a hard thing to go through but I wish you all the best!

  85. Prayers are with you. :0)

  86. Of course our prayers are with you. I know a lot about the transplant stuff–my late husband had received four kidney transplants. Living by the numbers is so hard. Tom was a walking miracle-survived a lot of stuff. God bless you. Please contact me if you ever would like to “talk.” Was wondering what happened. If you would like me to get tested, I will. I know it is a long shot, matching up all that needs to be matched up, but I will do it anyway. Please contact the transplant center in San Diego. It has been too long since I was tested,so I don’t think the info would still be in the system. At the time, I was tested at UCSD medical center. My name was Tracey Kneller at the time. Contact me soon. We can get the ball rolling…..
    Tracey

  87. Good thoughts are being sent your way. Thank you for the update and for sharing with us all. We all love and support you!!

  88. Get well soon! My prayers are with you and your family. Thanks for sharing your story and I hope that you have a wonderful recovery and are back to baking soon!

  89. much hugs and prayers to you that everything goes ok and that your Mom can give the gift of LIFE again. Stay strong and Sweet.
    Lois
    Addison, Illinois

  90. Know that prayers, thoughts and hugs are going your way.

  91. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers! Hugs

    Jen

  92. Dear, dear Bakerella,
    Words fail and tears flow for you. Here’s hoping that the scores of heartfelt messages from your many, many admirers bring you comfort and encouragement. Please know that you and your mom are truly cherished.

  93. I am fairly new to your blog, but that doesn’t diminish the fact that my prayers and thoughts are with you.

  94. Sincere prayers and {hugs to you}. Thanks for all you do to bring joy to our lives. Too bad there’s not a medical duct tape that fixes all.

  95. My prayers and best wishes are with you. Guess life can’t be all cake all the time…but you’ve spread so much joy with your cakes, I pray for a speedy solution for your health to get you back baking and sharing!

  96. wishing you all the best, sending white light,
    and thinking of you from The Netherlands

    Suzanne

  97. Bakerella, even i don’t know you personaly, it’s almost like you are a friend. My friend. So, i am sending you all the possitive energy i have to help you through. I am wishing you all the best, and have courage. My English are so bad, but i am sure you understand what i am trying to say. We are all with you… i wish your mom can be the donor!

  98. Praying for you!!! I truly hope your mom proves to be a viable donor for you! <3

  99. dear bakerela, writting you from Germany, I learn to make cake pops with your book and Im big fan of yours
    YOU WILL BE EVERY DAY IN MY PRAYERS
    DONT FORGET ABOUT GOD
    with love
    gabriela schutz

  100. I am so sad to hear that your in hospital, I will be praying on a positive outcome, just keep thinking positive.

  101. Think about you and hoping you get better Quick! Rest up and take good care of yourself. We’re all routing for you! God bless:)

  102. Bakerella, I am sending prayers your way for a positive match from your mom and a speedy recovery!

  103. Feel better soon! Praying for you to feel better and get good news about a new kidney!

  104. Praying for you.. get well real soon, we love you in Australia.

  105. bakerella, you are amazing! hope you are able to keep your wonderful spirit up during this difficult time…. sending lots of love out your way. hugs!

  106. Hi from Brazil. Be strong and hold in there. Soon these difficulties will be put behind you and you will be able to go back doing what you love so much.

  107. I imagine there are a lot of us “longtime readers but never responders” that felt compelled to reach out to you after reading this. May the thoughts of all of us bring you strength and comfort as you are in the hearts of so many, probably more than you can possibly realize.

  108. prayers from Venezuela!!

  109. I am new to your site and totally adore you. Your amazing inspiration and the “cute” you put in the kitchen fills me with ideas and fun. I wish you all the best. I will pray for you. My husband is a kidney donor. He gave his to his brother many years back. I understand where you are coming from and how hard it will be. Keep your chin up…….and know that we all give you a BIG virtual hug/kiss.
    NOW GET BAKING………….the dessert Gods await! lol

  110. Big hug from Spain,

    I hope you get well soon,
    don’t worry for the blog, the most important thing is getting well.
    we’ll be here when you beat that illness and we’ll celebrate it soon with a lot of pops & cakes

    Remember to be positive cause everything goes better if you are ^^

    lots of kisses and besto wishes

  111. God will stay with you!! ……..good luck!!
    We need you here!!!!!!!!!

  112. Thanks so much for sharing your story…Praying that your mom is a match!

  113. You are in my thoughts!!! This is exactly why I am a organ and tissue donor!!! I encourage everyone to be one!!!
    XXOO

  114. Bakerella, I hope and pray that everything goes well. My heart breaks when I hear about people being sick and being in the hospital, my daughter was very sick and was in childrens hospital central California for over 8 months, during her last month there she had to have her kidney and liver checked from all the meds she was on, scary times.

    I will be praying for you.

    Cecily

    PS. You & your site had inspired me to start baking and we even started a family cupcake baking contest! Were having it this Saturday! Thank you so much for your sweet ideas!

  115. I dont know whether you will be able to read through all of these comments….but maybe with your enforced rest time, you may. I hope that this message finds you better, it was so nice to see you blog again, and I could picture your cheery face (complete with dorky side wave!) while I was reading.
    Good luck with all that comes in the future days, and I will be looking forward to any posts you are able to put up.
    Prayers and blessings from me to you.

  116. awww! hoping that you get a donor fast and wish that you have a fast and speedy recovery. my thoughts and prayer are with you. God Bless and take care!

  117. We missed you. My prayers are with you. Please keep us up to date on what’s happening.

  118. I’ll be praying and thinking of you.. for speedy recovery .You’ll be missed.

  119. Hi Bakerella

    I’m from Liverpool, England, and have been following your website since my sister showed me the cake pops about a year ago. I’m a recreational baker myself and she thought I would enjoy making something so unique. She was right and I’ve been so inspired by everything you make and your wonderful optimism.

    I’m so sorry you’re going through a tough time right now. As you can see by all the comments people have been leaving there is a lot of love for you out there, spread out over continents. CONTINENTS! That’s quite a support group!

    I really, really hope you get a match soon and that you can start feel better. I don’t think I’m saying anything different from the other thousand posts here, but know that you’re in all of our thoughts. Get well soon!

    Big hugs and love. xx

  120. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Wishing you all the best for a speedy recovery!!

  121. Thoughts and prayers to you and your family. Take care of you for a change. Maybe your “followers” will make some cakepops that we will share with you via fb to make you proud! Thanks for everything, keep your chin up and keep smiling!!
    All the best,
    m

  122. Bakerella, I’m so sorry. I hope everything works out quickly so that you can get better. Lots of people are thinking about you. Get well soon.

  123. Yuck. I’m sorry you are having such a yucky time right now. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

  124. I wish you a super fast recovery and our prayers will be with you. May God bless you and your family always. Big hugs

  125. Bakerella…. should we call you that with such a personal note to us all and such a difficult subject? I’m a dialyisis nurse here in Florida. I missed you and thought you were being busy with your tour.. I’m so sorry that you are so ill… I know first hand what that is like. I wish I was there with you to lend a hand in the dialysis process…. the good thing in all of this is that there is dialysis to keep you going until your new kidney is available. Although. that does not stop the grieving on so many levels… but you are alive and while you wait, think up some new ideas and move forward.. You are well loved and thought of each and every day… It will all get better … we are all rooting for you waving cake pops in the air! xoxox Deborah

  126. My heart is with you and I hope tht you recover speedily. Do you have a PO Box? I would love to send you a get well card!
    Big (gentle) hugs!
    ~Rach

  127. Oh Bakerella, I’m sorry to hear this is happening to you, I hope everything works out and that you you recover quickly!

  128. Wishing you the best! Stay positive!

  129. I hope your Mom is a match and you can have your surgery soon. My friend names her donated organs – she has had two pancreas and kidney transplants. Her one kidney was named Stella and she told us that Stella had lost her groove. It helps add a little humor to the boring time in dialysis.

    Prayers for a speedy recovery!

  130. i’m so sorry to read this news. hopefully everything will work out in the end! i’ll be thinking of you!

  131. hang in there!!!! I know its hard but focused on the positive and keeping enjoying each and every day you have with your kidney. I have kidney disease too…..so my kidneys want to tell yours to stop horsing around and get back to business!

  132. We miss you!=)Get well soon!I am sure everything will be alright!

  133. I read your blog often but comment only some times. I would like to take this opportunity to say how much you have inspired me and my girls to bake more. Thank you for that, it is so wonderful.
    I do hope that you are well soon and that your mom is a match for you or that you find a match. Be strong! We are thinking of you.

  134. I found your website and tips some weeks ago, and I loved it. You are such a talented person….
    I wish you all the best…you will get well soon, you’ll see!!
    Kisses from Portugal.

  135. Oh get well! Praying that all works out well, and quickly!

  136. Please get well soon. You’ve brought so much sweetness to everyone. The world needs someone like you.

  137. Wishing you well and my prayers are with you.

  138. I am from South Africa and I have been reading your blog for about a year now. I was so concerned when I did not see any posts for the past couple of weeks. I have never commented before but I need to tell you that you are such a bright and positive person, you actually shine. You always make me smile (side smile and wave he he). Please know that you make a big difference in the lives of so many people and as I can see all the messages, so many people all over the world are praying for you and thinking of you. I will be thinking of you. Sending you a BIG virtual hug.

  139. my prayers for you and your mom your such an inspiration to so many especially me hang in there your in all our hearts my morning starts with you at 5:30am on my computer when I get up take care

  140. Virtual Hugs from an italian super fun. wishing you all the best
    Cleare

  141. =( I know what its like to be in the hospital and feeling horrible and its good to know that you’re keeping positive. Does being on dialysis mean you can’t eat baked goods or can we send you some get well soon yummy-ness?

  142. Much love to you, hope all works out okay xx

  143. BIG HUGS!!! We love you Bakerella!! You will be in our thoughts and prayers! XoXo

  144. You are a bright spot in my life! Best wishes from Australia! You are such a strong amazing woman and I truly hope you get a donor soon.

  145. What difficult news for you to share with us all, my thoughts and prayers are with you, I know your bubbly, positive outlook will serve you well at this time, I along with everyone else am thinking of you

  146. I am so sorry you are sick… you are being missed. I pray that your transplated kidney might heal and continue on for another 40 years and that you will feel better very soon

  147. Best wishes and prayers for healing in the short term and a successful transplant in the near future.

  148. I will be thinking of you and wishing you all the best.

  149. Wish you the best. Best wishes to you.
    Un fuerte abrazo.

  150. dear bakerella, people are sending you best wishes from all over the world. this one comes from germany: gute besserung, werde bald gesund!

  151. Bakerella,

    I’ve been a silent admirer of your work for so long now. No one would ever guess what was happening behind the most cheerful pops and cupcakes of the world. Hang in there, girl. The world needs you. And you’ll be back in no time.

    Lots and lots of love and prayers,
    ~Saee

  152. Abrazos. ¡Ánimo!

  153. I have never posted before – so here it goes. You are such an inspiration to my parents. My mother has been a cake decorator since I can remember. She wanted to start her own business but needed something to set her apart- then I found YOU – your website, ideas, and joy of life have brought a new beginning to my parentd and made my mother’s dream come true. I know that you will make it through this. You don’t know us but we are here and behind you every step of the way.

  154. Prayers for you for healing and bright spirits during your wait. I can only imagine your anticipation over the days ahead. Know you are being lifted up…thanks for bringing us joy, we hope to do the same for you : )

  155. I’m so sorry, Bakerella! Best wishes for a fast recovery!

    Eva

  156. I wish you all the best for your health and keep my fingers crossed for you!
    Greetings from Austria/Europe!
    Sonja

  157. Oh my,
    you are so brave!! I wish you all the best!! Get well soon!
    You are in my prayers!
    xo. Nadine

  158. 18 years is unbelievable for a transplanted kidney, so you have been incredibily lucky. My mom’s lasted less than 3 years! :(

    Hope you feel much better soon and that everything goes well!

  159. Prayers and well wishes for your health and your mom being a donor match coming your way right now.

  160. I visit frequently but have never let a comment until now. Just letting you know that you’re being prayed for. You’re a real inspiration to many, we would hate to see you unwell. Here’s hoping that you recover soon.

  161. Wish you a all the best, hope everything goes smoothly for you and your mum!

  162. Hi, From Australia ,my prayers are with you even though we are so far away I pray you get well..

  163. Stay positive. My best friend is a kidney transplant recipient so I know how careful you have to be all the time. Any infection is really hard to fight because of all that transplant stuff. Dialysis is not sweet, but it sure beats leaving this mortal coil. Trust your doctors and nurses. May your friends and family visit you often as you recover. You will recover. Probably someone else actually could keep your business and website functioning; although they really will need to update the supporters as you improve. I send positive thoughts through the internet directly to you.

  164. I’m very sorry to hear that you are ill. Your website is incredibly inspirational and you bring a lot of joy into people’s lives through it. I pray that you will soon recover and send you all the best through this difficult time.

  165. You may not realize this, but you are a gift to the world. What you do makes so many people happy, and I know that you will overcome this. Thanks for being such an inspiration. Hugs and prayers being sent your way.

  166. All my love from Spain. Get better soon!

  167. Sending prayers and good thoughts your way. I have a feeling that you’ll be back baking and writing in no time. :)

  168. Dear Bakerella,

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you!!!!!
    Get well soon and take care.

    Big hugs from Sandra from Holland.

  169. Thinking of you and praying for a successful match/surgery/recovery!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Organ donors ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  170. hugs from across the miles and remain your amazing positive self, i hope you are back on the mend very son x

  171. So sorry to hear this news. I’m sure your donor would be thrilled to see what you’ve been able to do with his/her kidney! Can you imagine giving someone 18 years of life? It would feel wonderful. Sending good vibes your way for the best possible outcome!

  172. All the best, i wish you will get well soon!

  173. Praying that you get better and that a donor, whether your Mom or someone else, is found soon.

  174. I hope you get better as soon as possible, and that you’ll live a long and happy life. The world would be a darker place without your cake pops!

  175. My prayers and best wishes are sent your way.

  176. Sending you aloha and best wishes for a speedy recovery … hope your Mom is a perfect match!

  177. Sending you all of the get well vibes and good juju as can be imagined! Thank you for introducing me to the wonderful world of cake pops! And you Pancake Puffs are the bee’s knees!!

  178. J’ai été très touchée de lire votre article et de vous savoir malade, bon courage ,

  179. We love you. Get well soon

  180. Sending you all of our sweet wishes from accross the ocean!
    Get well soon, sweetie! We’ll be thinking of you!!!

  181. Hope and pray for your quick recovery, our thoughts and prayers are with you.

  182. I’m been a lurker for a long while and adore your work and admire your creativity. Just wanted to say that and tell you I’ll be keeping you in my thoughts. ((hugs))

  183. Wish you the best of luck, it really sucks to be stuck in the hospital not knowing when you are getting out.. I’m sending you all the good vibes..

  184. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Hope you get better really soon! We miss our Bakerella!

  185. Your creative, inspiring posts are sorely missed, but not nearly as much as your sweet face and beautiful zest for life. As I sit here feeling sorry for myself 4 days post back surgery, I realize that I have nothing to complain about. You have filled my web surfing with such joy over the past two years, and I selfishly never thanked you. You are sorely missed Bakerella, and we all look forward to seeing something new from your creative hands; but more than that we look forward to hearing that you are doing well, with a healthy kidney, and a happy heart. Your fans love you and will pray for you. Hopefully we can bring you some of the joy and smiles you’ve brought us over the years. *hugs*. Be well!

  186. bakerella,- angie- i’m so glad you decided to share your health struggles with us because now you have that many more people praying for you. you are a blessing to so many people. may God’s healing hands touch you and may He send miracles your way. you are in my prayers! please keep us updated.

  187. Take care of your health and we’ll be here waiting for you :)
    Whenever you are ready ;D

  188. I had noticed your absence and wish you a speedy recovery. All the way from South Africa. Feel better soon, we will be praying. Lots of love and hugs. xx

  189. Hope you recover soon and your hospital stay isn’t too long. You’re in my thoughts. XX

  190. get well soonest,we all pray for you,here in Israel…

  191. I wish you very, very quick recovery!!!! I love what you are doing! I wish you all the best!
    Mónika from Hungary

  192. I hope you will find a new kindey asap and that you will recover well. My thoughts will be with you and your family. Good luck and lots of get well of hugs.

  193. Oh! I truely hope that things start to look up for you as soon as possible! You put such good out into this wide web world that it is bound to come to you 10 fold :o)

  194. Oh get well soon Bakerella! You are missed in virtual cakepopdom!

  195. your writing is wonderful, your cake pops GENIUS and we want you back for fun just as soon as you can make it. Keep smiling, keep being positive & know that there are kidney shaped cake pops being made for you everywhere!!

    with love … x

  196. I am sending good, happy, healthy, match-y kidney thoughts your way. You are an amazing person, so full of energy and spirit; you will pull through this.

  197. I will think good, positive thoughts for you and your healing!!! I hope you are feeling better and on the mend soon.

  198. My best wishes for you!!!! Just bought your book in germany, it´s so wonderful to read and to try out your beautiful cake pops. I hope so much you get soon better, so you can create more of your pretty little things. You have such amazing skills – it´s unbelievable. Hugs for you!

  199. I’ve been a long time reader of your blog but never commented before. I couldn’t lurk any longer! Im so so sorry to hear about your kidney, you are an inspirational and brave woman and I hope with all my heart that you get well soon. Keep that chin up!

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