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Twelve Days

Hi guys. I guess you’ve probably noticed my absence from the website recently. Well, I’ve finally felt good enough to post something. So here goes. I’ve been in the hospital for the last twelve days and I’m still not sure when I will get out. Hopefully soon. Hopefully. I’m definitely ready.

Unfortunately, I was pretty sick when I arrived. I started out with an infection that made its way into my transplanted kidney and then into my bloodstream. Not good. Not fun.

But what makes matters much more difficult is that for more than a year now, my transplanted kidney has not been doing it’s best. I chose not to tell anyone because I wanted to focus on being positive, but I’ve slowly had to come to terms that my kidney, the wonderful gift of life given to me more than eighteen years ago will not be with me forever. Actually, something I never really expected to happen. But I was so young when I received it and it has done so superbly over the years, I never had a reason to question its lifespan. I’ve learned recently however, that 18 years is fantastic for a transplanted kidney and even better since mine was from a deceased donor. I can’t tell you how hard it is to accept that I will have to let this kidney go. Feelings of letting my deceased donor down fill my heart with sadness.

But it is happening. And faster than I anticipated. Before getting sick two weeks ago, I had begun the process to be re-evaluated for another kidney transplant and to be added to the transplant waiting list. In the meantime, my mom is being tested to be a possible donor. I had thought I would have time to do all of this and hopefully have surgery and not skip a beat with my job or with this website that I enjoy sharing with you so much.

No such luck. Since I’ve been here, I’ve started dialysis to take some stress off my distressed kidney while it tries to heal. The hope is that I would be on dialysis for a short while, giving my transplanted kidney time to recuperate. Then, go off dialysis and try to squeak a few more months out before surgery is needed.

The alternative, though which is just as possible is that 1) I’ll be on dialysis until my mom is confirmed as a donor or 2) My mom is not a potential donor and then I would stay on dialysis while I wait on the list for a kidney to become available.

So that’s what’s been going on. That’s the reason for the lack of cake pops and cupcakes and cute. I just wanted to let you know something and thank everyone for their wonderful and inspiring get well wishes. You guys are a huge bright spot in my life. You have no idea how much.

Hugs,
Bakerella

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  1. I am sending prayers up for you. You inspire me daily and your absence on the bakerella page is saddening. You have a fantastic spirit and you will be back in the kitchen in no time!!

  2. That’s not any fun! I hope your mom is a match, or you get a match soon! Keep being strong!

  3. My prayers are with you. God Bless you! :)

  4. Sending you the same sunshine you so readily pour out to all of us! Here’s to a perfect match and a speedy recovery!
    Love!

  5. Get better soon!!! I’ll keep you in my prayers.

  6. You are not letting your donor down. I know you can’t help but feel that way, but it gave you 18 years – a whole lifetime for some and you have been blessed with it. 16+ pages lets you know people are praying for you, that a match will happen, that you will stay strong. <3

  7. May God bless you and your family . You are amazing, and tough and just by this post, you have shown me the meaning of sticking through things…that in the grand scheme of things are minor in my case.
    I will pray for you and the family.

  8. I got emotional when I read this post because you are like family! I’ve been reading your blog for a long time, and although I have never commented, I feel like I know you. Don’t worry about us, we will be here for you! Sincerest thoughts and prayers are with you, good luck & take care.

  9. So sorry to hear this! You’ll be in my prayers.

  10. Hi! Where can I send a get well card!? I was recently in the hospital for pneumonia and getting cards really cheered me up!

  11. Saying a prayer that the process of finding another kidney goes quickly and that you heal quickly as well!

  12. I know feelings are feelings, but I don’t think you let your donor down. You have had 18 wonderful years thanks to that person’s generous gift. I have the organ donor tag on my driver’s license and if it had been my kidney I would have been so happy that you got to use it.
    Hugs and prayers being sent your way!! You are an amazing person and all of your “Bakerella-ites” are pulling for you :)

  13. Bakerella, what an inspiration you are! I have tears in my eyes right now because you are a perfect example of how a positive attitude will help you through hard times. I will pray that your mom is a donor match for you.

  14. I didn’t realize how much I love you and missed you until now. You’re such a beautiful Spirit. There is a time for Cakepops…and a time to rest. Get some rest so you can come back stronger! Best wishes and continue to Dream!!!!!

  15. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I’m so sorry to hear you are going through this. I pray for a positive match soon!

  16. ::hugs:: to you, and fingerscrossed that a match appears soon!

  17. Hugs and prayers coming your way. You have been such an inspiration to me and others. Wishing you all the best!

  18. My prayers are with you. Know that God will give you the strength to endure this and yes in the “Name of Jesus” you will find a donor. God Bless.

  19. Sending you healthy vibes and loving thoughts.

  20. Definitely thinking of you and will keep you in my prayers. I have a few family members dealing with a similar situation and with prayers and the love and support of family and friends all things are possible. God bless.

  21. Many prayers for you and your family Angie! I know that you are probably drafting your second book as you are sitting in bed right now! Many drawings are all around you, as well as colored pencil shavings! Keep yourself busy girl! Your creative mind needs to be active! Love and miss you, Susan at siasforsweets!

  22. Thank you for your heart sharing. This is what our community family is for, the good and the bad. You are in my prayers. In times like this that is a great place to be.
    I have so enjoyed your quirky life and pray you are back to your bubbly head tilted smile very soon. Your are an inspiration in the kitchen and out. :) Blessings my cyber-friend.

  23. Stay positive, Bakerella!

  24. You totally didn’t let your deceased owner down. 18 years! That’s amazing. You did that organ donor proud! Just hang in there! Cakepop awesomness can wait for you to feel better. :)

  25. You’re in my thoughts and prayers!

  26. I hope you get better soon.. all the best and lots of strenght!

  27. BIG HUGS! Wishing you a speedy recovery!

  28. You are in my thoughts & prayers. May you have a speedy & uneventful recovery! (((hugs)))

  29. Hi Bakerella! I live in Israel and read your blog all the time. I’ve been checking every day and so sorry to hear that this is why you haven’t been online! Sending prayers and happy thoughts from the holy land…

  30. Hi Bakerella,

    Praying for a speedy recovery <3

    Maricel

  31. Lots of good thoughts and well wishes for a quick donor!! Hang in there!

  32. As a very long time reader, I have been wondering where you were but just assumed you were busy with book and such. So sorry to hear you have been so sick. Just know that as a blog community you have much support. I will be praying for you and your family to be lifted up, encouraged and healed.

  33. Wishing you all the best. Stay positive and when you can busy. This will keep you going, I did that when my daughter got e-coil (she just turned 3) and there was a chance she would not come home but I would not listen. We tried to keep in normal (split our work hours and no crying was allowed if you can in her room) so she would not get scared. Come this November it will 10 years and they thought she would have health problems nothing. She is taller then me and going strong. So stay strong. I will keep you in my thoughts.

  34. Will definitely be sending prayers your way. Not only for a new kidney, but for the strength for you as you continue this journey. There is no right or wrong way to feel, because it is what you feel. Sometimes admitting we have the feelings, either positive or negative, is a step in the healing process. Just please know that you have tremendous support around you, even if it is coming through a computer monitor.!

  35. I wish you all good things and a very speedy and uneventful; recovery. You really do such a wonderful job in all things you do. It really shows how much you love what you do. It’s always a pleasure to read your emails and blog about your new treats. I hope all is well very, very soon! Keep us informed.

  36. Many thoughts and prayers to you through this difficult time!

  37. Miss you – stay hopeful!

  38. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us. Just want to say my thoughts and prayers will be with you. Wishing you all the best for quickly finding a new kidney and a speedy recovery.
    I hope you know you’ve done no injustice to your previous donor, I’d say you made them proud (18 years of LIFE!, what a tremendous gift!) and made their gift worthwhile! It’s exactly what a donor would hope/ wish for!

  39. I’m not much of a commenter, more of a reader..I’ve been following your blog for a while and I LOVE it..hope you have a speedy recovery and that your mom is a perfect match! I’ll be adding my prayers along with everyone else’s! :o) Let us know what happens!

  40. My prayers and thoughts are with you!

  41. Daily prayers being sent to you!

  42. Praying everything goes right for you and soon…….meanwhile get your rest and you will be back baking cupcakes and cakepops very soon! Best wishes………

  43. Your in my prayers! Plus you can have my kidney if you want! It’s in pretty good shape!

  44. My heart and prayers are with you! They truly are…

    You are a STAR!

    And you will remain close in thought….

    You will get there!

    Hugs to you, Angie

  45. I’d just been wondering where you’ve been. Here’s to a speedy recovery. Sending healing thoughts your way.

  46. Wow! I JUST signed up for your email and had no idea you were not blogging. Can’t imagine how difficult the last few weeks have been. Best wishes for feeling better soon.

  47. Know that there are people all over the world thinking about you and praying for you getting well soon…I am just one of many. I am writing you from Spain….absolutely LOVE your blog and all of your creative ideas. Take good care of yourself!

  48. Hugs and best wishes! You’re such an inspiration, it is very nice of you to share what is happening though it must be extremely difficult. I wish you a speedy recovery!

  49. all the best Bakerella. Your web-side is amazing.

  50. Sending positive foodie energy your way. Get well soon!

  51. hoping your mom is a match, get well soon and start baking wonderful creations again; we will be waiting!

  52. My prayers are with you. I hope your kidney stays strong until you can find a new donor! And I think if your donor knew what an awesome person you are and how much you’ve inspired people with your creativity and positivity, they’d be honored to have been a part of your life and vitality for the last 18 years.

  53. I, too, am the recipient of a kidney from a deceased donor and I can truly feel where you are right now. Wishing you all the very best and God bless you and keep you safe. >3

  54. positive energy your direction – keep thinking those positive thoughts – you can believe yourself to a very good place! <>

  55. Thinking of you & sending you many prayers & much love! Get well soon!!!

  56. I am praying for you continuously!

  57. I’m glad you’re feeling well enough to do a post, but sorry to hear that your sick! Get well soon, we miss your upbeat attitude and smiling face!

  58. sending good thoughts and prayers your way!

  59. Hope you get better soon! *hugs*

  60. I’m sending you big hugs and positive thoughts! I really hope your mom is a match! xoxoxo

  61. you are such an inspiration to more than you probably know. you always put smiles on so many faces as we all admire and soak up your adorable masterpiece creations. you have so much love + support + thoughts + prayers from us all. xxooxox!

  62. I’ve never commented before but I’m compelled to do so.
    You aren’t letting your deceased donor down! You have LIVED and are LIVING! That is the best thing you could have done for them.
    Here’s to a new kidney to take you another 18+years!
    Blog about it – we will be here!
    Best wishes for you and your mom.

  63. Dear Bakerella, with all your friends online, and all these positive vibes coming your way, only good can happen!!! I’ll weigh in with my own good thoughts, vibes, etc. Now we’ll all be waiting to hear how you’re doing so, if you get time to post, please keep us in the loop. This is why we all need to sign up to donate our organs and encourage others to do so.

  64. GOD BLESS!! MAY THE CAKE POPS BE WITH YOU!!

  65. get well soon bakerella :) I will pray for you :)

  66. Wishing you the best & praying for you.

  67. Praying for your recovery and healing! May God continue to surround you in his strength and provide you with what you need!

  68. I’ve never commented before, but I have also been following you for the longest time. I am so sorry to hear of your health struggles and pray it will all work out right. You have been such an inspiration to me and many others, and I look forward to having you back in the cakepop kitchen!

  69. You’ve been a great inspiration to me. Every time I look at your blog I see great things made with a lot of love, and it makes me happy, you make people happy. I wish I can explain myself the good things I hope for you ( my english is not so good) . In my heart, I know that everything will be fine, because you deserve it . God Bless you, with love from Mexico.

  70. Wishing the best, and for you to make more cute things in the near future!

  71. praying for a healing, and quick recovering. God is bigger than this situation!

  72. I heard you were sick. And I knew it had to be serious for you to be gone for so long. So glad to hear you’re feeling a little better. Hope you recover completely soon!

  73. Hope you a feeling better soon and you can get back into the swing of all things cute. Hugs and good thoughts being sent your way!

  74. Never commented before but have been a huge fan for quite some time. You are such a bright spot in the world! Sending positive vibes your way and lots of prayers for a great outcome. ?????

  75. Sending positive energy your way for a speedy recovery. XOXO

  76. you are such an inspiration to so many of us. i know you will have a donor match and be back to baking circles around all of us soon.

  77. Praying for you!!

  78. My thoughts are with you!!! I hope everything goes as planned and you have a speedy recovery!!! Lots of hugs!!!

  79. Praying for you! I have been checking your site for days to see if you were okay. You make me smile! I hope all of these comments and good wishes make YOU smile!
    (:

  80. had seen your note on Facebook and have been worried. Will pray that the transplant will happen quickly. hope you are feeling better soon.

  81. So sorry to hear this… please know that I will be praying for you!!

  82. My heart and prayers go out to you and your family. Get well soon and know that we are all thinking of you.

  83. Wishing you a speeding recovery and hoping for your mom to be a perfect match! You will be in my thoughts! :)

  84. I’m rooting for your recovery and praying for a positive outcome..All my best, Jackie Hale

  85. I am so sorry you are going through this. I am thinking and praying for you!

  86. As a nurse, I was hoping the reason you hadn’t posted wasn’t your kidney :( I am praying for the perfect donor for you. What an unselfish gift your original donor and their family gave you! You have honored that gift so well bringing joy and happiness to thousands of people. I know you must feel very tired, but tomorrow is a better day. I am sure all of your nurses love you!

  87. I am so sorry to hear that! I just love what you do! You take care of yourself and My thougths and prayers are with you! God Bless you and your family!

  88. My prayers and thoughts go out to you and your family. Praying that your mom is a perfect match for you. Please keep us updated on your progress. I will put you on our prayer list.

  89. Hugs & Prayers for you and your mom. Praying for a quick recovery for you and your kidney, and praying that your mom is a match for you. You have made the world a happier a sweeter place with your pops and your smile. Get better soon!!

  90. Thank you for sharing your battle with us, you are a beacon of light in this world with your positive attitude. Take heart in knowing that so many of us are praying for your speedy recovery.

  91. sending lots of love and prayers your way!

  92. Long time reader, first time commenter.

    I work in a dialysis clinic and my heart goes out to you. What you feel towards your deceased donor is natural, but 18 years for a transplant is amazing. My only hope is your mom is a match and you can have another healthy many years.

    Love from Columbus, OH and a renal dietitian.

  93. Oh my word. I am putting you on my prayer list right now. Here is praying for a positive match! {{Hugs}}

  94. It is so good to hear from you. We have been so worried! Of course we have missed your wonderful creations but we have missed your spirit and enthusiasm for what you do. Please take care and huury back to us. Lots of prayers

  95. Get well soon! Sending wishes for a speedy recovery and a happy kidney.

  96. 18 years really IS amazing! What a testament to both your self-care and your donor’s gift. (I used to work in a closely related field – normally 12 years is considered amazing, so…)

    Hoping that your mom is a match, that you get the time and space you need to recover, and that you feel better than you ever thought possible soon. Will keep you in our thoughts.

  97. I’m so sorry to hear all this Bakerella! I wish you the best and hope that a donor is identified soon. Stay strong! You can do it! :D

  98. Sending you best wishes. I was really worried about you. Hope you are feeling up to par real quick.

  99. So sorry to hear about this Bakerella. I’m sending you all my best wishes and positive vibes. I check the donor box every time I get my drivers license renewed and tell my husband of my wishes. I hope everyone gives a minute to consider that option as well. Best of luck! Can’t wait until you’re well enough to inspire more great cake pop ideas :)

  100. Just recently found your site, and then nothing new. Now we know why. Please know my thoughts and prayers are that things go great and quickly and you can be back doi g the things you love.

  101. So sorry to hear this! You’ll be in my thoughts – I hope for a speedy transplant! (and wow – 18 years for a kidney is absolutely amazing! I teach immunology and that’s definitely rare! You are most definitely NOT letting down the donor of that kidney – they gave you an amazing gift and you have clearly taken good care of it and used it well beyond it’s typical lifespan!)

  102. My thoughts & prayers are with you and your family. Wishing for a safe and speedy recovery.

  103. Sending love and positive thoughts your way.

  104. I hope you feel better–you are just amazing and I wish you all the best for a fast recovery and quick match!

  105. Prayers coming your way!

  106. I am sending you every prayer and positive thought for a speedy recovery!

  107. Hoping you get well soon. Have to say you should NOT say you let your donor down! You had 18, (18!!!) gifted years of no dialysis. That is wonderful.you cared for it well.
    Hang in there!

  108. My thoughts are with you. You have given so much pleasure to so many people, and your consistently upbeat style has been wonderful to see.

  109. My heart is heavy to hear that you are not well.

    I always look forward to getting your weekly posts…they are so bright and cheery! I wish I could do something to help you feel better, but all I can say is my thoughts are with you, I wish you well and hope you have a speedy recovery.

    You truly are an inspiration to all of our creative minds!! ;)

  110. Sending you lots of love and prayers!

  111. You are in my thoughts and prayers. You bring so much cuteness and positive-ness (is that a word?) into so many peoples lives. I hope you are feeling all of that in return now. Speedy recovery!

  112. All my positive thoughts and healing prayers are with you and your family.

    Big hugs for you, too. <3

  113. “God, our Father, walk through my house and take away
    all my worries and illnesses and please watch over and heal my
    family in Jesus name, Amen.”

    I will be praying for you and your mom. I’ve went through these procedures with my sister.

  114. Prayers headed your way! Our God is an awesome God and he will see you through this. Your are a gift to all of us crafty mommies out there who aspire to be as gifted as you are! Much love and prayers!

  115. Praying for a match for you and a quick recovery thereafter. I was saddened to see your email today. What a brave and honest woman you are. Loved seeing how many people are behind you and keeping you in their prayers!

  116. My thoughts and prayers are with you. You’re one tough cookie. Keep up the good fight.

  117. Again…sending many positive thoughts your way! Thank you for the update and hope you will be posting with your progress. You are a lucky girl to have an 18 year transplanted kidney! Hang in there Bakerella…we love you and wish you the best! You will be back in your kitchen soon!

  118. My thoughts and prayers are with you!

  119. I had no idea you were not well. You are strong, and will overcome. You are an inspiration to us all, and loved by many. Give yourself some time to heal, and rest.

  120. Bakerella, I am wishing you all the best that you can get out of the hospital and back to doing what you love very, very soon. May you be able to find a new kidney that can take your worries away. Take care of yourself, we’ll still be here when you are able to make sweet treats again!

  121. Bakerella,

    May the joy you have brought us by sharing your posts and cakepop adventures help you to know that we are all sending healing and prayers for you and your family.

  122. *sniff* Your post made me cry. Thanks a lot… :) Praying for you to get better soon not just so you can get your life back to normal but also so you can come back to work (tee hee). We miss you!!!

  123. That was BIG HUGS, but it took out HUGS, so more HUGS coming your way :)~

  124. ohhh my goodness. i am sorry you are having to go thru all of this. blessings and prayers sent your way. big hugs. i hope that you are healed very quickly! xo

  125. Keep the faith, and God bless you!!! I hope that you recover soon, We need you!!!

  126. thougths and prayers are with you get well soon we all miss you

  127. Hello my friend, I’m so sorry to hear but will be praying.

    I worked in dialysis for 27 years so I completely understand EVERYTHING you are going through.

    Love and prayers!

    Sandy Coughlin

  128. BIG to you and your family! I am praying you don’t wait long until you can resume baking and sharing your wonderful designs and creativeness with us again.

  129. I’m sending you healing thoughts and hope that all turns out for your health and well-being. With your effervescent presence, we know you’ll get through this and be back to cupcakes & cute in no time!

  130. Thoughts, prayers, hugs…all for you! Please get well soon!

  131. you’ll be in my thoughts. hang in there, lady. xoxo

  132. i wish that get well soon, our prayers are for you, we sent you a big hug from mexico city

  133. Oh no! We’ll be thinking of you, get better soon!! Lots of love!!

  134. sending good wishes your way – i hope you make a speedy recovery.

  135. Thank you for sharing this with us…I’ve been worried…my prayers are with you!

  136. My prayers are with you. Know that you are loved!

  137. thinking of you!

  138. I am sending you wishes of strength and wellness. :)

  139. You have done so much good for so many people! There are many angels around keeping you strong and your gift of so many talents that you have shared with all of us remain in our hearts. You are a total inspiration and throughout all this you will stay strong and fight the battle for life. Not very many people can touch others the way you do. Know that you have touched mine in more ways by your creativity, your talent, and your sincerity. God bless!

  140. I’ll be praying for you and your mom. I hope that you have the best possible outcome! You have a wonderful mom that is willing to do this for you. You are blessed! Rest up! We will all be waiting for you!!

  141. Oh, sweetie. Sending you lots of hugs and sugar from Texas. Praying that your mom is a match or that one comes quickly and your recovery is speedy.

    Much love and virtual cake pops coming to you. You have the entire internets praying for you, my dear. ?

  142. I believe in the power of good wishes, and judging by the number of comments on here, you are in good hands! Best wishes to you and thank you for sharing this with us.

  143. Goodness! Wishing you a speedy recovery, sweet heart.

  144. I love reading your posts but I never commented. I wish you the best of luck and a very speedy recovery!

  145. OH! I had thought that maybe you were on a world tour for your book!
    Hang in there! You’ve got LOTS of people praying for you!! And note: You are NOT letting your donor down. For 18 years you have treasured their gift. And just look at what you’ve done with it!! I bet it has far exceeded what anyone every dreamt!

  146. My thoughts & prayers are with you.

  147. You are an inspiration to us all. Sometimes we, including myself take for granted the gift of life and hold back obtaiining what we really want in life with poor excuses. I have many areas I’d like to move forward with but seem to lack the drive thats needed to achieve such dreams. I want to thank you for sharing your story, it has motivated me to get up and get going. I hope everything works out for you and that you live a long and healthy life. I recently purchased your book and I love it! You are very talented and I look forward to much more in the future! Thank you <3

  148. o my word! wishing you all the best and a speedy recovery! xXx

  149. thinking of you and a wonderful outcome!

  150. Bakerella, good luck and feel better! I’ll be thinking of you and wishing you positive and good thoughts of healing. Hugs!

  151. I wish you and your hard working kidneys all the strength and health they need to pull you through this! Your posts, videos and book are consistent bright spots in my life. Thank you so much and I wish you a full and speedy recovery!

  152. :) Sending you hugs and lots of prayers. I do hope everything falls into place quickly. Thank you so much for sharing so we can all support you through it! Many blessings to you and your family…

  153. God bless you and your family during this time… WOW.

  154. I really enjoy your site, and appreciate you sharing something so private with all of us. Hang in there and know you have many loyal fans rooting for you!! :)

  155. Wishing you all the best. You are an inspiration to us and we’ll anxiously await your return to health (and cute cute baking!)

  156. Huge hugs and prayers coming to you from our family. I just bought your book last week and made my first cake bites on Monday for my son’s 8th birthday. Today I got a lady at my hubby’s work asking me if I can do an order (pay me!) for tomorrow. Wow! Keep up the positive attitude..love and positive mind keeps the body healthy!! xoxo

  157. Thank you for letting us all know where you have been, Bakerella. Will be praying for a solution and a swift recovery……….God bless!!!

  158. I’m praying for you. {{{{{hugs}}}}}}

  159. Get well
    Get well soon
    We want you to get well. (Seinfeld).

  160. Wishing you a speedy recovery from your issues Bakerella. Take care…

  161. thanks for sharing so much with us. hope you get better soon, bakerella! sending good vibes from brazil.

  162. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

  163. Good luck anf happy thoughts! Your donor would be proud of you sharing your life and making those around you happy. Get well soon and we’ll see you when you’re healthy and back to making delicious deserts!!!

  164. Angie, you are an inspiration to so many of us out there and never more than now as you find the strength to share your story with us. We know you will battle and get through this and be back at posting your wonderful blogs that bring so much joy and happiness to all your readers. You have changed my life forever by being such a huge part of my marriage proposal. If you need anythign at all please please let us know. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

  165. best of luck on a speedy recovery :) *hug*

  166. Hope you feel better soon and get the kidney you need ASAP!!!

  167. Bakerella, wishing you the very, very best and a perfect match for you and your mom or another donor. Something can be said for positive thoughts and feelings, so keep your head up and keep those positive juices flowing. Take care!

  168. you will pull through this!!!

    over two years ago, my parents started looking into the kidney transplant process for my dad (but didn’t tell my sister or me). before they got through all the testing, my dad (a long-time diabetic) had a heart attack and had to undergo a double bypass and an aortic valve replacement in march. down the line on december 1st, my mom gave my dad the best gift ever – a kidney! and i am happy to say that they are now both doing well.

    i’m confident that if they can get through all that, you will be able to kick your ailments in the butt!!

    all the best wishes for a speedy transplant and recovery!

  169. Thoughts and prayers coming your way, take care and get better soon! We all miss you!

  170. Oh gosh! Sorry! It’s really strange how as bloggers we get to know one another without ever really knowing that person. Earlier this week I was at Starbucks and they’ve started carrying cake pops, and I thought to myself, ‘Does Bakerella know this? Did she have something to do with this?’ But now you’ll be on my mind for a different reason. Best of luck to you. Wishing you a speedy recovery.

  171. Feel better! May a donor arrive sooner rather than later so you can get back on your feet and enjoying your life once more. You are a inspiration to others.

    Thoughts are with you and your family.

  172. Hugs and best wishes Bakella. I hope you get a kidney match very soon..you have been a big inspiration to me with my caking, esp cakepops xx

  173. I’m sending prayers and hugs your way. We love you and wish you the best!

  174. You are certainly a bright spot in our lives. Prayers for you.

  175. You are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you.

  176. Thinking of you and sending hugs!

  177. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I wish and pray you have a fast and full recovery.

  178. Dearest Bakerella~
    Big Red and I are sending you much love and get well wishes. A wonderful lady as your self deserves a healthy kidney.
    Our thoughts and prayers are with you : )

  179. Thank you for sharing this update on your personal life. Your emails always bring sunshine to my day, I hope you know how much you are loved and appreciated. This is just a bump in the road and hopefully you will be feeling better soon. And I look forward to seeing little kidney cake pops with band-aids on them when this is all over and you are back on your feet.

  180. I’ve missed you and your posts and have been concerned about you. It sounds as if you are staying as positive as you can. Thanks for sharing with all of us out in the cyberworld. You are a brave and strong woman. Thanks for being such a great example. My prayers are with you for an ideal outcome.

  181. Hi! I check your site every day and have been waiting to see when you would post something new og fantastic! I figured you were too busy with some creative project, but now I feel bad knowing that you have been in hospital all this time.

    Know that there is a girl i Norway rooting for you too! God bedring!

  182. We’re wishing you all the best from my family to yours and we’ll send really good thoughts.

  183. Praying for you! I know there is something bigger to this, and the attention cake pops has brought you brings to all this, and ultimately, this fight. What an inspiration to be a donor, knowing who receives kidneys. I’d say 18 years is a pertty fabulous extension of someone’s gift to you!.

  184. My sweet Bakerella!!!!!! I am so sorry to hear of your kidney being tired and ready to be done. My prayers are with you as you go through this time. The other day I was doing Yoga and the instructor in the video said when poses got hard, to just keep breathing, and it will be over soon and then it will pass. Then she said life is the same way. Some days we just have to keep breathing through it, and eventually it will pass. You are a wonderful person and there is no doubt that God and his angels are with you as you go through this. We LOVE YOU BAKERELLA!!!!!

  185. My thoughts and prayers are with you for a speedy recovery.

  186. Fingers Crossed that your Mom or other donor are quickly found. Meanwhile you are in my thoughts.
    Let’s all make some Cake Pops as a way to send cosmic good wishes to Bakerella!

  187. Sending my best and may God grant you the strength to move forward, he will send you the gift of health and you will be back soon to awe us with your creations.
    God bless and I will have you in my prayers.

  188. My thoughts and prayers are with your Bakerella. We have missed you look forward to a speedy recovery. Keeping my fingers crossed your mom is a match. Take care.

  189. Hope and pray that everything works out for the best soon! Take care of yourself!! *HUGS*

  190. Thoughts & prayers are with you.

  191. I am soooo sorry to hear that! I will be praying for you!

  192. I am so sorry to learn of your health condition. You will be in my prayers for a speedy and healthy recovery. Stay positive and know we’re all thinking about you and miss your postings.

  193. I’m a big believer in prayer… It’s what got my family thru the crisis of a grand-daughter needing surgery within hours after birth, and my daughters battle with cancer. I will pray for you, your Mom, and your family. Keep that infectious positive attitude – it’s what made all of us love you! (I can’t help but think that your Mom must have this attitude too!)

  194. HOLA BAKE!!….cuanto siento tu padecimiento, espero puedas conseguir tu donante o que tu mama pueda serlo…disfruto mucho tu pagina y por lo cual me habia extrañado no tener cosas nuevas de tu parte…pero se que al tener fe en Dios todo sale bien, mejorate pronto q aparecera un angel en tu camino…cuidate mucho.
    se te aprecia mucho aqui en VENEZUELA….MUCHA FE Y FUERZA!!…tu eres super valiente..un fuerte abrazo de mi parte…ESTHER MONTERO! …. ;)

  195. I pray to God for you to feel better… After all, You’re my favorite blogger!! You’ve got the best ideas ever, and often I have been complimented because of you!!!

  196. Stay positive and know there is a kidney out there wanting a new home as bad as you need to give it one. It will happen, as you know it just takes time. Best of luck to you. Is there an address to send you a little something?

    Cheers!
    Michelle

  197. Wishing you a speedy recovery … and a healed kidney. OR, a suitable donor a successful surgery and then a speedy recovery. :) You know your adoring fans (myself included) will be here waiting and praying until you’re back on your feet again. Take care…

  198. I will keep you in my prayers. My sister is a kidney transplant recipient; I have an idea of what you are going through. I am so sorry. I have enjoyed your website and work, especially because you are always so positive and joyful. Try to stay positive and I will pray for you and your mom.

  199. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. Know that you are in the prayers of many! Hugs!!

  200. Prayers for you. xxxx

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