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Twelve Days

Hi guys. I guess you’ve probably noticed my absence from the website recently. Well, I’ve finally felt good enough to post something. So here goes. I’ve been in the hospital for the last twelve days and I’m still not sure when I will get out. Hopefully soon. Hopefully. I’m definitely ready.

Unfortunately, I was pretty sick when I arrived. I started out with an infection that made its way into my transplanted kidney and then into my bloodstream. Not good. Not fun.

But what makes matters much more difficult is that for more than a year now, my transplanted kidney has not been doing it’s best. I chose not to tell anyone because I wanted to focus on being positive, but I’ve slowly had to come to terms that my kidney, the wonderful gift of life given to me more than eighteen years ago will not be with me forever. Actually, something I never really expected to happen. But I was so young when I received it and it has done so superbly over the years, I never had a reason to question its lifespan. I’ve learned recently however, that 18 years is fantastic for a transplanted kidney and even better since mine was from a deceased donor. I can’t tell you how hard it is to accept that I will have to let this kidney go. Feelings of letting my deceased donor down fill my heart with sadness.

But it is happening. And faster than I anticipated. Before getting sick two weeks ago, I had begun the process to be re-evaluated for another kidney transplant and to be added to the transplant waiting list. In the meantime, my mom is being tested to be a possible donor. I had thought I would have time to do all of this and hopefully have surgery and not skip a beat with my job or with this website that I enjoy sharing with you so much.

No such luck. Since I’ve been here, I’ve started dialysis to take some stress off my distressed kidney while it tries to heal. The hope is that I would be on dialysis for a short while, giving my transplanted kidney time to recuperate. Then, go off dialysis and try to squeak a few more months out before surgery is needed.

The alternative, though which is just as possible is that 1) I’ll be on dialysis until my mom is confirmed as a donor or 2) My mom is not a potential donor and then I would stay on dialysis while I wait on the list for a kidney to become available.

So that’s what’s been going on. That’s the reason for the lack of cake pops and cupcakes and cute. I just wanted to let you know something and thank everyone for their wonderful and inspiring get well wishes. You guys are a huge bright spot in my life. You have no idea how much.

Hugs,
Bakerella

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4,602 comments on “Twelve Days”

  1. i love your website – you were a huge inspiration for me to begin baking. i hope you get better, you’ll be in my prayers!

  2. Hi Bakerella!!! I don’t normally post, but I DO read ALL your blogs already for so long and LOVE LOVE LOVE all your work. Did I mention I bought a couple of your books to give away for Christmas?
    Well, I am SO sorry to hear all that you are going through with your kidney. Please know that I’m praying for you, that all will go well with you as your are on dialysis and that whether it be your wonderful mom or another potential donor, is found right away and surgery goes perfectly. That you continue to be healthy for many, many years to come! Rest and trust in the Lord Jesus during this time. Thinking of you Bakerella! The Lord God bless you! And know that I’m Praying!

  3. I am so sorry that you are feeling so unwell, my thoughts and prayers are with you!! Zoe x

  4. Sending you lots of love. xo

  5. Oh, Bakerella, this is not good to hear. I’ve never commented before, but have been reading your blog for a long time, getting ideas and hoping to be half as good as you:) Please know that you’re in my thoughts! I’m looking forward to the day you’re back. Good luck and a positive results for you and your family

  6. I HAVE missed you and I’m glad to know what’s going on with you so I can add you to my prayers. We need your bright shining spirit here – for you bring lots of joy to so many – you don’t even know how much you inspire me. Sending happy thoughts and best wishes your way!

  7. Best Wishes and lots of prayers for a full recovery! You’re posts and pictures and inspiration have been greatly missed! You are an inspiration to us all. Keep smiling and know that we are all Praying and thinking positive thoughts for your upcoming treatment.

  8. This is my very first comment, but an important one. I wish you well for the days ahead and a speedy recovery. Will be thinking of you from across the seas….

  9. Prayers and hugs are being sent from your friend here in Galway Ireland.

  10. Look after yourself. We can use older posts to inspire. You just inspire yourself for while.

  11. best wishes to you and much hope for your recovery.

    we look forward to your return, and im sure things willw ork out for the best.

    leave us for now, and know that we will be here when you return.

  12. Hey, hope your out of the hospital soon.Saying some prayers for you.

    God bless you!

  13. I’m so, so sorry to hear about all the hardships and troubles you’re facing. You’re incredibly brave and you are truly an inspiration in everything you do. I hope one day to be half as creative, talented, generous, kind and brave as you are.

    Sending good thoughts your way and wishing you all the best.

  14. I have been checking your page daily for an update and was curious about where you’ve been! I’m sorry to hear that you’ve been so sick. I’m wishing you a speedy recovery and sending happy thoughts your way! =)

  15. Dear Bakerella
    I wish you all the best and send you virtual hugs

  16. Whising you the best…good luck!

  17. hi, i hope things work out well for you as this site is really cute. i know what its like to have a non working part of the body as ive have a lost voice for a year now and no one can explain why. things will work out for you and i wish you all the best

  18. Praying for you from across the globe! That’s how far you’ve touched us with your amazing vibes. Hugs and kisses!

  19. Lots of love and prayers for you and your donor, whoever that may be!
    You were in my thoughts this weekend. I was at a cake show, and one of the entries was a pirate ship cake with cake pop pirates and sharks! Your influence has made its way into competiton!

  20. Honey, how kind and also silly of you to think of all your followers, we just want you to get better and back on your feet. We don’t mind about the cake pops only your wellbeing. You are such a sunny, positive, gorgeous person inside and out that you will get through this. Keep your mind busy with happy, positive thoughts and we will all do the same. You are an inspiration to us all. Love and Cuddles. xxxxxxxxxxxx

  21. Saying a prayer for you. Everything will work out great by the grace of God.

  22. I’m heartbroken to hear of your recent difficulties and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Much, much love to you and I hope your wait is not long. Dialysis is a life saver but it is difficult. You have been a lifeline when I’ve had some very bad times and I hope that we can do the same for you. xoxoxoxoxoxox

  23. I hope that you get well soon, stay strong and know that many prayers are going your way!:)

  24. i love you so much bakerella! i’ll be thinking about you and i know you’re going to get through this.

  25. Hi bakerella, you have inspired me over the years with your awesome blog site. You are always positive and happy about anything and I feel really bad about the news that you shared. I want to let you know that I will continue to pray for you so that you will stay positive, strong and healthy. Life is just as colorful and bright like our baked goodies so we will continue to do what we love best. Stay strong and thank you for inspiring a lot of people. Get well! :D

  26. I think that God is wondering what is going on with all the prayers for Bakerella going on right now! Lots of love, best wishes and even more prayers coming your way from Vienna, Austria. xoxo

  27. you will definitely pull through! i’ll be praying for everything to work out for you!

  28. Bakerella, did you hear that Starbucks is going to sell cake pops now??

  29. Wishing you a speedy recovery and a long, healthy, cuteness filled life! :) Thank you so much for all of your inspiration! Sending smiles and prayers ur way! :)

  30. I’m reading your blog for a long time now, but it’s always a pleasure to try your new recipe.
    I’m living quite far away from America (like … Belgium, you know, a little country in Europe) but I’m sending you all my hugs & love and I wish you a really quick recovery !

  31. Warm hugs and cupcake wishes to you, Bakerella. So sorry to hear that you’ve been in a hospital all this time! <3

  32. I have never commented before but I have been reading your blog for about a year now and absolutely love it. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Blessings from Hawaii! Get well soon.

  33. So sorry to hear about your health problems, I hope you are out of hospital as soon as possible and best wishes for the future.

  34. How brave of you to share this very personal side of you. You have given so much, so please allow us to do the same back to you by lifting you up and giving you the encouragement that you need during this time…Nothing is mightier than Love and prayers…Lean on those…

  35. Hugs and thoughts with you at this difficult time. Maybe you should start thinking about making a cute new kidney for yourself out of cake! (if only…)

  36. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. As I petition God on your behalf at the foot of the Lord’s Throne Room, may the healing balm of Gilead pour down from Heaven upon you from the crown of your head to the very tips of your toes. May every nerve, cell, tissue, muscle, organ-kidney, blood, every fiber of your being absorb that anointed healing balm like a sponge absorbs water. May your mind and body literally bathe in it’s healing properties. May you sense the Presence of the Lord, holding you, loving you, whispering words of love and encouragement into your ears, heart, mind, soul and spirit. May you sense the Presence of the Heavenly Angels surrounding you, ministering to you, lifting you up and singing Heavenly songs. I am believing that you will be made every whit, whole, complete, new and one in Jesus. And that a donor, prayerfully your beloved mom, would be found quickly and that you would make a full and complete recovery from the surgery.
    I thoroughly enjoy your gift and love of baking and for sharing it with us. You are a blessing.
    Love and prayers,
    Kathy

  37. Don’t really comment much, but reads you blog all the time, and you should know that your book is on my shelf, in Sweden :)
    I wish you a very quick recovery! :D

  38. Was wondering where you were…was missing your posts. So sorry to hear of your illness. Lots of hugs and prayers for you and your family. Best wishes for a speedy recovery.

  39. All the best for a speedy recovery!! Your site makes me very happy & you are so creative so get well soon!!

  40. Wow!!! Please get well soon!!! Sending you lots of good energy to make it through what must be a really tough time. Thanks so much for letting us know whats going on. You have no idea how many people out here love you and are rooting for you. Wishes for good health and lots more cake pops in your (and our) future!!!!! <3 <3

  41. I’m so very sorry to read about your illness…I enjoy your blogs and web pages with the wonderful and creative cake pops..Hope you get good news real soon and get to feeling better soon…Your in my thoughts…

  42. My thoughts & prayers are with you & your mom!

  43. It’s amazing how positive you always are- inspiring even. Get better soon, prayers and well-wishes are coming from all around the world.

  44. Prayers to you and your family!

  45. Hi,
    I am reading your Blog since more than a Year now and I probably ordered the No. 1 of your books beeing delivered to Germany.. ;) . I am inspired by your joy and humor (and the recipes of course ;-)). Please take your time – you gave us all a fun time in the last years and we will still be here when you are doing better – and this will come!! all the best to you an your family!

  46. Hope you get some sweet news about your mom being a donor and start feeling better soon! You are in my prayers.

  47. My thoughts and prayers are with you that God places his hands on you for a speedy recovery.

  48. So sorry to hear everything you’ve been going through! You’re in my thoughts and prayers!

  49. i’m so sorry to hear you are going through this. i wish you all the best. We Bakerella fans are not going anywhere, so take your time and get better soon. We’ll be here. :)

  50. Get well soon and best wishes for your mom being a match!

  51. You have bought tears to my eyes… I don’t even know you, but through your beautiful, creative work I feel I have come to know you! You are obviously very loved – and for what more can we ask? My thoughts and very best wishes to you.

  52. I’m only a new reader of yours (and I bought your book the other day), but this seems like a good first comment opportunity. I hope you feel better soon and the situation gets better soon. You have an amazingly positive attitude, and you should be very proud of that!!

  53. Get well soon Bakerella. Will pray for your soonest recovery. Hope you find a suitable donor soon enough. Bless you and your mum! x

  54. Stay strong Bakerella, be as happy as you make us feel when reading your posts… we gladly will wait for you to get better and come back much stronger! loads of ((hugs)) to you from me
    Susie – Sydney australia

  55. i’ve never commented before but been watching forever – your posts make my weeks happy and cheerful :) hope all works out well, take care and here’s alot of love! <3

  56. wow… you’be seen through all that…?
    i always thought you were special but now i’m sure of it. i pray that you’ll get back to ordinary life and forget once again that you have a new transplanted kidney.
    my thoughts are with you!

  57. WOW – you have a lot going on – and sooooo many people out here in cyberspace are thinking of you – please count me amongst those! Wishing you ALL the very best for the weeks ahead! HIGE cyber hugs from Australia
    xXx

  58. A big big hug and tons of love and healing thoughts for you from Spain.

    We¡ll miss you a lot and we’ll wait for you to get much better, no matter how long it takes.

    XOXO

  59. Take the time to take care of yourself. I pray you will heal quickly and that the right solution will be available quickly whether it’s through your mom or a new donor. I love your blog. It’s such a bright and cheerful spot to visit. It’s always sure to put a smile on my face. Thanks for sharing your talent and inspiring the rest of us.

  60. Prayers are with you.

  61. I just wanted to include my best wishes for a positive outcome- stay strong and take care of yourself–

  62. I am so sorry. I pray your Mom is a match, for a successful operation, and a quick recovery. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Much love to you. xoxo

  63. Well bless your heart! I so hope everything works out soon for you to have a new kidney. You did not let your donor down – 18 years is a very good span for a donated cadaver organ. You’ll be in my prayers for a speedy recovery. Take care of yourself and don’t worry about your blog or your job – just YOU!

  64. We LOVE you, Bakerella!! You are such an inspiration to all of us, and such a sweet soul that I’ve had the pleasure of meeting in person (Oregon Cupcake Convention). I’ll be thinking such happy thoughts for your recovery. How can we be tested to see if we’re a match?!

  65. The Lord is with you through this.

  66. You’re in my prayers bakerella!

  67. My thoughts and prayers will also be with you, wishing you a speedy solution to your suffering. God bless x x x

  68. So sorry to hear your news, but fingers and toes crossed your mum is a donor! I hope you start to feel better soon, the internet just wouldn’t be the same without Bakerella! Lots of love all the way from New Zealand!

  69. i hve never posted here before but have loved your work for long time. Heart felt wishes coming your way x x x

  70. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. You are an inspiration even without cake pops and baking. You are a role model for everyone in more ways than one. We are here for you…and pray for your speedy recovery!

  71. Love your blog and hope you will get well soon! Stay positive! :)
    xoxo

  72. It appears that many people are praying for you and you can add one more person to the list! Prayers to you, your mom and another donor, should your mom not be a match. Take the time for your body to adjust and heal. May your recovery be quick. Your fans will always be here. Much love!

  73. Sending prayers and healing energies your way. Hope you get better asap!

  74. G-d be with you. Praying for you to pull thu

  75. I’m deeply sadden by this. I know its not going to be easy for you and has not been. Thank you so much for all the beautiful inspiring ideas you have allowed us to marvel over. I wish you all the strength and positivity through out your days. Thanks again and can’t wait to have you back.

  76. I am absolutely flabbergasted that you’ve been carrying on the way that you have – given that you have been having health issues – always happy, always smiling – this is what makes you, your website and everything you do, so special. I wish you all the best – and keep letting your light shine through.

  77. you’re my inspiration in terms of baking & it saddens me that you & your family are going through this…I do want to extend my heartfelt love & support. As a recipient of a kidney myself, it is a tough & unimaginable stress to be in..I wish you luck & fast recovery. You are truly remarkable & brave to share this with your patrons…we are all rooting for your recovery!

  78. I hope you feel better soon!!

  79. Hey bakerella, I’m actually a new reader here & I never comment before.. Found out this blog from a friend a month ago. And I just want to say thankyou for being a wonderful inspiration. I never bake and wasn’t really interested untill I saw your blog.. Those cute pops are infectious I tell you. Look who’s starting to bake now? Me!! So its really heartbreaking to see you so ill, I wish you could recover quickly and continue to inspire us with your creativity.
    (Sorry for the bad english)
    Hugs,
    Dina :)

  80. Best of luck and speedy recovery wishes from Finland!

  81. Be strong ! I wish you a lot of health :)

  82. SO sorry to hear… Hope all goes well!!!

  83. Hugs and prayers for you and your family & friends! Thank you for the love and light you’ve shared with all of us — I hope you feel a little of it reflected back to you now. :)

  84. Hope you get well soon! You are such a great person! I wish you the best to your recovery!

  85. You are in my prayers! Sending you many good thoughts. Speedy recovery!

  86. Just wanted to add my love and support to all the previous comments. I wish you luck and all the best. Keep up the positive spirit!

  87. Hope everything turns out okay!

  88. Thinking of you and wishing you a speedy recovery!! I hope everything works out well, and quickly… you are such a wonderful, creative sunny spirit and you have always brightened my day – will be thinking of you -thanks for the update!! XO

  89. Best wishes to you and hopes forea quick recovery. You have such strength in your message which I hope comes form a great support system in your life. Know that you have many adoring fans supporting you and wishing you well.

  90. Wising you all the best & I hope all goes well for you. BIG hugs and LOTS of happy thoughts your way!!!! : ) : ) : )

  91. You are a truly amazing woman. Rest well, and just breathe.

  92. Please get better soon! I think I speak for everyone here, we will miss your wonderful posts but for now please focus on your health!
    BIG hugs <3

  93. sending you some love + prayers <3

  94. Hi I m really sorry of hearing this. I know it s really awful to go all through this. my dad was on dialysis last summer and for now still not sure whether he ll have to go on dialysis again since part of kidneys are working but anyways i really felt sorry for you I cried while reading your post. I m sure that everything will be ok though I ll pray for you. I m missing your creative cupcake pops. But I m sure we ll be seeing new creative pops in the near future.
    Lots of love and kisses from far far away

  95. My thoughts are with you and I’m hoping for the absolute best for you! You constantly brighten up my days with your super cute work! Hang in there!

  96. My thoughts and prayers are with you…I sincerely hope everything works out for you and soon.
    Keep positive!

  97. I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

  98. You brighten up my day so much Miss Bakerella ? Please get well xxx

  99. I think it´s a year now since I first read your blog and I never left a comment. I regret, not letting you know that you are part of my life. You are inspiring, funny, incredible creative and so much more.
    Hope you get well soon!

  100. i hope you get better!! and that there’s good food in the hospital that you’re staying at

  101. get well soon, bakerella! we’ll be praying for your speedy recovery.
    we missed you here!

  102. You will be in my prayers. I know you will have a speedy recovery! Xoxo

  103. Just a note to say I’ll be thinking about you and praying for you.
    You’ve been such an inspiration to me, and I hope that you know that many people are wishing you only the best!

    :)

  104. Please get well Bakerella! Youre the light in my baking-life! We all need sutch a wonderfull, inspirational person like you! Best regards from Norway!

  105. Bakerella –
    My girls and I love your creativity and wonderful ideas. We will keep you in our prayers as you go through this hard time. I pray that the perfect solution becomes available to you at the earliest possible time, and that you will have many more years of “sweet” life ahead of you.
    ~Julie, Emily, Hailey, and Kathryn

  106. Thank you for sharing your personal story. You bring so much joy to your Bakerella followers. Wishing you a perfect match and speedy recovery.

  107. I hope all goes and that a donor is soon found, I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed for you =)

  108. I’m sending you a big hug and hope you feel better very soon!

  109. First time on the site…my heart goes out to you. My prayers are said and good vibes sent your way.

    You are an inspiration to all!

  110. life can be pretty overwhelming at times. we all have struggles (mine is malignant melanoma) but we perservere and hope and love are wonders and this gorgeous website of your creation is sending you masses of both!

    everything is an experience. some good, some not so good.

    x

  111. Praying that you will be well and on your feet soon!
    You are loved and missed by many Bakerella.
    Big Hugs!

    Anita

  112. hi,
    so sorry to hear your going thru this, im actually an ultrasound tech and we do ultrasounds on pt’s with transplant kidneys
    so i know its must be hard for you,
    its the first time i ever comment on your web but i wish you the best….
    love ur website and all those goodies and cute stuff you do
    big hug….
    steph

  113. Thank you for sharing. I also am on dialysis. I was diagnosed last March with End-stage renal failure. I am in the process of working on getting a new kidney. I pray for you to find a match quickly and to feel better so you can get back to what you love.

  114. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. you have such an amazing spirit… I hope you get well soon. We’ll be here when you recover, take care.

  115. So sorry you have been so ill, I hope everything works out as best as possible!

  116. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I hope either your mom is a match or they find one for you.

  117. We’ll keep you in our prayers! Get well soon.

  118. May God make this journey easy for u and yr family.my thoughts and prayers r with u.

  119. I’m so sorry you’re so sick! Just prayed for you and all the details to be in order for you to get that kidney soon. I don’t know if I’ve ever commented before, but I had to tell that I DID MISS YOU, and your upbeat, color, creative posts. I hope you can get back to doing what you love very soon. You are very much appreciated!

    Tracy

  120. I am so sorry to hear you haven’t been well, and I’m praying for a great outcome for you no matter what route you have to take back to good health. Just know this – if a great attitude, an open heart and mind, a loving support group of family and friends will make the difference for you, you have that in spades, girl. Best of luck and God bless you.

  121. Thoughts, prayers and well wishes for you and your family.

  122. I’m so sorry to hear about this! I wish you a speedy recovery and positive thoughts for you and your loved ones. Your blog has brought a lot of joy and good things in my life, as I’m sure many others, and I know we’re all here thinking of you! <3

  123. I’m sending prayers your way! I hope that your mom is a match, you get your kidney, and make a full recovery. Until then, make the best of your time in the hospital and get some rest.

  124. Oh goodness! Sending lots of healing thoughts your way!

    Get well soon!

  125. Sending positive thoughts to you as you go through this time. I hope that some resolution is found quickly.

  126. Praying in San Diego for your match on a kidney and your recovery……you have an amazing spirit and gift, God will watch over you….

  127. As a fellow kidney transplant recipient I’m in tears posting this comment. I’m so sorry for the loss of your transplanted kidney. I pray that you heal quickly and feel as strong and healthy as possible while on dialysis. Also praying for a quick match.

    How quickly we forget “those days” before our life saving gifts :(. Much love to you.

  128. Poor you …Don’t worry about blogging and pop cakes …Take good care of yourself …Hope you will not have to wait to long for a new kidney …Sending you loads of virtual hugs and positive vibes ! Get well soon !!!!

  129. Oh, poor sweetie. My hopes and prayers go with you. I know everything will work out for someone so nice and who makes people smile in a million different ways. Especially through cute baking. Lots of hugs.

  130. Bakerella,
    You are an amazing professional quite obviously with stamina and endurance beyond the norm! Thanks for what you do in your work! I had emailed you from Minnesota about a week ago to let you know that I own a cupcake business here but that I used to be a Renal Dietitian and my husband works in Nephrology at the Mayo Clinic in Rochester and if you ever need a second medical opinion, please contact me at monpetitcupcake@yahoo.com and we would be happy to help you navigate the Mayo Medical Health System, they do many amazing non-compatible or ABO kidney transplants here, the research here is amazing, hang in there, I can tell you have the spunk! Best, Jennifer

  131. I hope you get better soon!! You will be missed!

  132. i hope you feel better!!!! i really missed reading your new posts.
    hugs and kisses!
    feel better!

  133. I’ve so enjoyed your blog for a long while now, but never commented…until now. Know that you are in my prayers and thanks for all of the joy that you bring to total strangers like myself.

  134. Hope your mom is a match!!! Our thoughts are with you and your family! Your website and creations are such a bright spot in so many people’s lives!!!!

  135. My thoughts and best wishes are with you and your amazing mother.

  136. I just prayed for you and your mom and will continue to do so. You haven’t let you deceased donor down. I can tell through reading your blog and seeing all the comments on this post that you have touched so many lives in the years that you have had that kidney. I’m sure you’ve impacted the lives of so many others as well and will continue to brighten people’s days. I hope receive a new kidney soon.

  137. All the very best. I hope it sorts itself out soon for you and you make a speedy recovery.

  138. p.s. that was supposed to say “we heart you”, not “we ? you”! we would never question you! xoxo.

  139. you are a hard working woman, I know you’ll get trough this easily, just have faith and everything will be alright.
    best wishes.

  140. i’m sending all the best thoughts your way … take care of yourself amazingly wonderful bakerella. we ? you!

  141. I’m wishing you the best. I hope that you get well soon. You will get through this and we’ll have cute again. But just try to heal first, don’t worry about this..take care of yourself. sending you positive healing thoughts!

  142. I’m a Registered Nurse who follows and loves you blog- wish I had half your baking talent. Hope your Mom is a match and all goes well- the miracles of modern medicine are endless- stay strong!!!
    Czimrn@aol.com

  143. Prayers for your recovery. Thanks for the joy you have brought so many. :)

  144. I’ve read your site for a long time now, and it’s always one of my favorites to see in my reader. My thoughts are with you and I wish you all the best for a quick resolution & speedy recovery.

  145. I never comment on these things but I felt due to the fact I have been checking everyday for a new post I would say something. You are quite the inspiration and my thoughts and prayers are with you. Baking is a joy of mine and finding your book and getting creative with cake-pops has been my excitment and relief for the past couple months. You are a very talented and special person and without even knowing you I can see those quailities!

    Good luck and with God all things are possible! :-)

  146. I will definitely keep you in prayer!

  147. Much love and prayers are coming your way. You have shared si much. I hope your mom’s kidney works out for you!!!!!

  148. Sending you positive thoughts and support. Your site always brightens my day and your creations inspire me. I wish you all the best xx

  149. Bakerella,
    Please know that there is so much love out here for you as we send you kisses and get betters. Take your time, and be gentle with yourself.
    <3remlove

  150. I imagine your donor would be so honored to have given you 18 years of their kidney…wishing you well in the wait for the next one and a speedy recovery.

  151. I definitely noticed the absence, and figured you were busy growing your brand! I’m so sorry to hear you are sick. I’ll be praying for a quick transplant and a fast recovery!
    I have an extra kidney too- just tell me where to get tested! I know you may think we are kidding, but I can speak for me that I’m not. If I would give a kidney to a family member- I would give it to a stranger, and you are far from a stranger. =)

  152. Get well soon! Prayers to you and your family!

  153. I usually don’t comment on your site only because i am more of a quiet person. Especially on the internet, but reading this made me feel obligated to comment. I have been following your blogg for nearly a year to a year and a half, and you have inspired so much of my baking. I wish you will get well soon, and the best of luck.

  154. Big hugs and lots of prayers for a speedy recovery! Been wondering where you’ve been! God Bless

  155. I’ve missed you so much!
    I will be praying for you and I really hope that you get everything figured out ASAP.
    You’re an amazing baker and truly such an inspiration to me.
    Much love to you Bakerella!

  156. You are an inspiration to so many! God bless and best wishes for a donor match and a speedy recovery! BTW…cake pops at Starbucks!!! Hope you are getting some credit for that one!!

  157. Oh my gosh I feel horrible for getting upset when there were no new posts! I hope that you get well soon, I’ll tell God to keep a special eye on you in my prayers tonight.

  158. get well soon!!! i check your blog daily, and now i will be thinking of you beyond cake pops when i do. wishing you a speedy recovery!

  159. You are in my thoughts and prayers!!

  160. take care and be well…

  161. Saying prayers for you… and sending healthy kidney vibes!!! I hope Mom is a match!

  162. and a BIG HUGE hug to you Bakerella, we love you!

  163. I’ve only started reading you in the last few months, but in that short time your creations brought so much whimsy into my life. I appreciate your writing and the things you bring into the world. I hope everything works out and pray for your speedy recovery!

  164. Hope you feel better!

    P.S My friend Collette Lee went to your San Francisco book signing and she is so happy, and so is her brother joshua.

  165. I’m so sorry to hear about your struggles and will keep you and your family in my prayers. I have loved getting to know you through your blog and know that you have so many more fun projects still to create. Keep your chin up.

  166. Sorry to hear you’ve not been well! You’ll be in my prayers and I hope your treatments/surgery go very well.

  167. Sending love and prayers your way! You are an inspiration in so many ways. Stay strong!

  168. I’ve been waiting and a bit worried since I remember the last time you were gone for a while it was health related. You’re in my thoughts and prayers…you are such an amazing person!

    Lots of love,
    heidi

    ps: i’ve bought your book for friends for gifts and I finally got my own copy this weekend. I LOVE it!

  169. I don’t know if I’ve ever actually commented, but I love your blog and think you are amazing! Anyway, I wish you the best of luck with the kidney issues – I remember your post a while back about the fact that you have a donor kidney and I was thinking that might be why you’d been “missing” for a while. Prayers are coming your way, and hope everything works out for the best for all involved!

  170. I pray for a quick & easy donor match for you, Angie. You get better, and don’t worry about all of us!

  171. Sending you love today, that you may find the courage to face tomorrow. Know that we are thinking of you and you will get a new kidney. Many prayers to you kiddo!! xo

  172. Keeping you in prayer. God is great! Keep looking up.

    Blessings,

    Gail

  173. I will keep you in my thoughts. I wish you are quick and speedy response to the dialysis and that your mom’s kidney is a match. As for the new future kidney? Well, there isn’t a better body home out there so it will be one lucky little organ….
    xoxo

  174. Wow, God bless!!! Take care honey! All will work out. You’re so amazing. I love you a bunch and think you’re site and (YOU) are such an inspiration. =]
    <3

  175. So sorry to hear about this, but i’ll be praying for a donor match and a fast recovery for you. I love looking at your site…every time something new pops up (no pun intended), I get so excited! I will certainly work my hardest to make cake pops in your honor over spring break!!

  176. Prayers coming your way!!. I am a nurse on a pediatric bone marrow transplant unit and I see miracles happen every day! Hang in there, keep smiling, and have faith!

  177. I wondered where you have been and hate to hear this is the reason you’ve been gone so long. I love your seeing all your posts and how positive you always are. I will be keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. I’m wishing you a quick recovery!

  178. There is a lot of positive energy and love flowing your way. Believe in your own strength and use all this good energy to bring you peace and health.
    Be brave! You can do it!

  179. So sorry to hear about everything that’s been going on… I’m glad you’re trying to stay positive! We’re all hoping for a fast recovery for you!

  180. Here’s praying your mom is a match! Know that you are in the thoughts & prayers of MANY people you have inspired with your creations & smiles over the past few years. Rest up and best wishes!!

  181. Oh my goodness, Bakerella. I hope that you are able to find a donor organ soon, and that you recover and are back to your cake popping ways quickly!!!

  182. you haven’t let anyone down,

  183. This is crazy! When I didn’t see a post from you I started praying! I’m turning on my oven right now, 11 PM CST, and baking mini-cheesecakes in your honor. Prayers, prayers, prayers coming your way.

  184. Oh Bakerella! I was starting to worry that something was wrong. :(
    Sending you lots of healthy vibes and big hugs from Canada. Take care of yourself. You have a lot of big fans praying for you.
    Xo Sarah

  185. Sending positive healing thoughts your way. Get well soon. ((Big hug)) all the way from San Diego. :)

  186. Dear Bakerella,

    I hope all these comments will brighten up your stay at the hospital. I admire your decision to share your pain with us, your readers – it’s not easy, but I hope that 800+ shoulders will make your burden seem a bit lighter. As I say to my girls: chin up, breast our and pride on – take it as a real woman. What doesn’t kill you, only makes you stronger.

    Wishing you all the best and a lot of inner strength!

  187. My prayers are with you! I hope that you are able to get a new kidney fast and recover quickly! Love your site and your work!

  188. prayers and love feel better soon!

  189. Angie, please know that you are in my prayers (you Mom too). I pray that you will find a donor soon and that you are soon back to creating your adorable pops. You have given so much pleasure to so many!!! Please! take care of yourself. We will still be here when you are ready!!!

    Your adoring fans!!!

    Karen, Amber and Kaylin Grace

  190. I don’t think I’ve ever commented before… always too busy licking my screen ;) Just wanted send my best wishes for you and what you are going through. And to say draw near to God and He will draw near to you and He will see you through too :)

  191. praying for you. :)

  192. So sorry to read that.
    My thoughts are with you !
    * Hugs *

  193. good luck! thats such an inspiring story. hope you feel better and pray that everything goes well

    my mom just bought me your book i was very excited because i didn’t even tell her which book it was and she got the right one :] so excited. thank you for the ideas. always

  194. Sending positive thoughts your way. Please get plenty of rest and speedy recovery.

  195. Oh Bakerella!! Please get well soon! But on a cheerful note, i saw cake pops being sold at my local Starbucks now! not as pretty as yours of course!

  196. Wishing you the best and spending warm wishes your way

  197. Your blog, and its reflection of your positive attitude, have helped me stay on the sunny side many times. I know your positive thinking will pay off for you now!! Lots of good thoughts going out to you and your family, particularly your mom. : )

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